| These are things I draw and write and stuff. Yeah. |


Insomnia Wide eyes, they stare into the nothingInsomnia by ~laptoppat
Tired and deprived of sleep
Black hole stare, time dilation
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Don't blink or you'll lose the dawn
A day gone by and nothing done
Slipping passions inch away
And I've no energy to run
In the dead of night by sirens' screams
Struck by a need to find
I search for answers in the computer screen
With these wide eyes of mine


A Proper Bro-Out ▲: hi!A Proper Bro-Out by ~laptoppat
▼: sup egbert
▲: hey, dave, can i tell you a secret?
▲: actually, you should know about this, too.
▼: yeah sure go ahead
▲: i've been hearing some rumors going around.
▲: some people actually think that
▲: well
▲: that i'm a homosexual.
▼: were a gay couple
▲: what?
▼: oh shit have you not heard
▼: thats probably piggybacking off the homosexual rumours
▼: or something
▲: oh.
▲: well, you know i'm not a homosexual, right?
▼: of course i know that
▼: if you were you would have made a pass at me by now
▼: nob


King's Cross Your world is just an illusionKing's Cross by ~laptoppat
Created by sense of perception
Computations done in the mind
Truth formed from mental deception
All you see and all you hear
The things you feel, the life you know
Just waves without eyes, vibrations without ears
Only products of the senseless thoughts you undergo
Magic comes out of science
Logic hails from the insane
Fantasy lives within reality
And reality is in your brain
Now you've reached the end of the story
It's time for the big reveal:
Of course it's all in your head
Why should that mean it isn't real?


Heartbreak Haikus Right before the breakHeartbreak Haikus by ~laptoppat
Sudden change. Already miss
Things the way they were
Hearts as cold as ice
In this burning summer heat
Weaken and shatter
Things have not worked out
Good things must come to an end
Still I pray for you
I wanted this once
But my feelings were outmatched
Why must you suffer?
It feels so empty
To just lose your everything
But you still have us
It's hard to let go
Trees bloom as connections die
But it's not your fault
Yes, they're about you
I'm sorry if you've read them
I hope you're alright
But it's not just you
It's the other side as well
Please don't hold a grudge
| These are things I draw and write and stuff. Yeah. |
| Years ago, a friend of mine had a dream that he and I could star in our own manga, and we made little doodles in some notebooks and completed two volumes of this "manga". This is what I've developed my character into. It's not much, but it means more to me than you'd think. |